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25 September 2003

There is a real good chance that the end result of this conversation isn't just that we wouldn't get together, but that we'd stop being friends entirely. Or friendship was the best and worst thing that's ever happened to me. But it's been the cause of a lot more grief than happiness. I'm very unhappy.

I said this all as I chomped down on cherry cola mike and ikes.

It's been a while, I know. I have a really good excuse though -- nobody reads this. Actually I have been pretty busy. Earning money? Oh, heavens no. Mostly just indulging myself in ways much similar to working on rexbasior.com. October is always a pretty busy time of year for me because of Halloween holidays. Besides dressing up, going to haunted houses and watching tons of scary movies, I have certain rituals that require a great amount of effort by me. Unfortunately, many rituals aren't quite done yet and I'll have to plug them on this page as they happen.

Before I mention my usual Halloween stuff, I'll just mention one side thingie that I should have mentioned last month. My business cards are finally done!

Yep. I got a bunch of business cards because at my semi-freelance job I deal with a lot of different clients in a recording studio. One of them suggested that people in my line of work should really have business cards on hand. I no longer have any business at that particular studio. I have wanted business cards for a good decade now. I always used to feel discriminated against whenever there was a contest where they draw peoples' business cards out of a fishbowl.

Last month or so, Trent Reznor put the master tracks to one of the new Nine Inch Nails songs online. What this means is that anybody who wants to can collect the tracks and remix the song however they want, all with permission from the artist. Locally, we had a contest where the author of the best remix received tickets to the Nine Inch Nails show and backstage passes to meet Mr. Reznor himself. I've never actually been to a Nine Inch Nails show. The last chance I had was in high school. My friend Chris invited me to go, but I actually did baptisms at the temple instead. That night was the famous night when the opening act, Marilyn Manson, was banned from Utah and the musicians blamed the LDS church. I think this may have been a very pivotal turning point in my life for good (maybe). Despite all that wackiness, I still wanted to win the contest. My entry actually wasn't entered in time, but It's here on the site now. The song is called "Only" and I call my mix the "Jon Madsen Down In It Mix." I actually mixed in a good part of another Nine Inch Nails song (called "Down In It"). Lyrically, one song is the sequel to the other.

Listen to it right here!

Much of the past three weeks has involved my putting together of a short horror film. My church ward decided to do a little film festival activity for Halloween and I'm embarrassed by how much time I've spent on it. I actually wanted to do the whole thing in Swedish, but it would've been too much work (not for me, but for the cast). Notice that from my poll, this has been something on my mind for a while. Circumstances just fell into place to have an excuse to do it. You can watch it, but keep in mind it's about 200 megabytes. As I'm typing this, it's still uploading to the server (It's been going for about an hour). If you'd like a cd copy, let me know. Oh, and Mom, it's sort of violent, but most of the violence is off-screen. Here's to hoping I make my own Halloween film every single year!

Click the picture or watch it right here!

The only essential ritual is the making of the annual Halloween mix cd. My friend J.R. and I have done it every year since 1995 (actually we missed 1996). So now this will be our tenth collection. To commemorate the event we are also releasing a two-disc best-of anthology of sorts. We're in the middle of laying it out right now, so I'll rundown the tracks shortly (as well as provide a means to download the whole cd).

Also speaking of cds, Depeche Mode released their 11th studio album TODAY. I just barely got back from MODified to pick up my copy. Yeah, MODified Music had this midnight release party that my people congregated to. I actually ran into my Halo buddy Chris there. It was surprising because he told me he hated Depeche Mode. "Yeah, I'm just hanging out here." Chris and I don't always share musical tastes, but he is, after all, one of Jon's people. Anyway, the plastic isn't even off of my cd yet. I got the deluxe dvd edition. When I get a chance, I'll run a full review as I did with their last album about three years ago.

Jon's review of Depeche Mode's Playing the Angel

I'm certainly not too impressed with the cover. The weird looking guy on the front looks a lot like the weird looking guy on the front of the latest cure cd. It's never a good sign when the front cover looks like it was done by a child. The liner notes are okay. They came in a new jewel case that has these weird state-of-the-art clips on the sides of the front case instead of the top and bottom. As a result, the liner notes are harder to pull out. They contain boring pictures of the band, but at least the lyrics were there.

(continued below!)

 

 

25aug05

x marks the years

 

22jul05

lost in relaxation

 

7jul05

cobra kai

 

23may05

touch me i'm sith

 

30apr05

totally awesome piece of crap!

 

22feb05

valentine's day, 2005 edition

 

26jan05

charlottalove

 

6jan05

year in review (the first one)

 

21dec04

christmas missed

 

3dec04

jon's 2004 christmas wish list!

 

12nov04

not really very much to talk about right now

 

30oct04

election 2004

 

13oct04

...and nothing but the news

 

31aug04

summer of the junkies (or groove to the cure)

 

6aug04

death by cure

 

13jul04

catching up with rexbasior

 

18jun04:

noways

 

18jun04:

the two thousand five hundred and fourteen dollar man

 

18jun04:

science non-fiction double feature

 

15may04:

shirt happens

 

30apr04: the six dollar man

28mar04:

a little bit of tid

 

4mar04:

the minority report

 

24feb04:

i felt like i could die

 

13feb04:

valentine's day, 2004 edition

 

7feb04:

rolling stoned pt. 2

 

28jan04:

the symptoms of the cure

 

21jan04:

rolling stoned pt. 1

 

17jan04:

bikini kill

 


Lyrics are the most important thing about liner notes. It's always a huge relief when you find the lyrics in a cd case, cuz sometimes they're not there and it's a total gyp. I've noticed that if a band tries to cram in more than just lyrics, it's usually a sign that the album was weaker than they wanted and they have to convince us that there's more to the album than we actually hear. Depeche Mode's best selling album was Violator. Its front cover consists of a simple red rose with a black backdrop. The liner notes are just the lyrics with four tiny passport photos of the band. I'm pretty sure they didn't even thank anybody. The album was just so good that they didn't bother. As long as I'm thinking about this, two more sets of liner notes come to mind. Full Moon, Dirty Hearts by INXS and Blink-182's self-titled. Both had elaborate liner notes with a weird amount of band commentary about how much fun it was to make their respective discs. Both discs are also considered pretty disappointing by the fans' standards. Hey, I guess liner notes aren't that important. I'm just sayin' doesn't it seem like the simpler the notes, the better the album? Test that theory. Anyway on to the album track by track.

1. A PAIN THAT I'M USED TO ()

The song starts with a sort of guitar gurgle that reminds me a whole lot of "I Feel You," the opener to Songs of Faith and Devotion. This is very, very significant. Years ago, my friends and I observed that Depeche Mode were using Violator as a template for the album, Exciter. Now it seems that they've moved on to emulating Songs of Faith and Devotion. The delightful part of this is that although Violator is their most popular, Songs... is my favorite... cd... ever... by anyone. One reason I love Songs... so much is its supplementation of religious imagery alongside the standard rock and pop themes of life, love and lust. I counted once. That cd lyrically had about 70 references to some kind of religious element. That cd was also pretty ironically-titled. It's a cd rife with mistrust, lust, spite and resentment. Listening to the first familiar guitar gurgle of Playing the Angel made me think that perhaps they were angling for another tongue-in-cheek title. This is going to be another cd about religion, but they're not going to be proselytizing. They're going to be sarcastic. So anyway, I think all this during the first few notes of "A Pain That I'm Used To." Excellent opener. Steady beat with a great crunch. Lyrically, it's a fabulous thesis for the whole canon of Depeche Mode. Depeche Mode don't whine about pain. They contend that pain is normal. Religious references: 5.

2. JOHN THE REVELATOR ()

The liner notes say "inspired by the traditional song of the same name." I wish I have heard it. Is it so blatantly anti the guy? I like to think that the tone is a bit satiric, and that the narrator of the song wants to enjoy life instead of facing consequences. As a result, he wants to kill the messenger. A more likely story is that Martin Gore considered covering this song for one of his covers side projects, but just decided to re-tool the song to have the opposite meaning than the original. It does sound a lot like Martin's solo stuff. The vocals are more gospelly than the usual Depeche Mode, but sort of similar to "Get Right With Me" off Songs of Faith and Devotion. There are also some minor high tinkly synth beats that sound more Martin than the usual Depechey bass dance beat that accompanies the song. Danceable, but can you imagine anyone dancing to an anti-religious diatribe such as this one? Religious references: (besides the entire song itself) roughly 11

3. SUFFER WELL ()

One of the reasons I was most excited for the release of Playing the Angel was because I heard that David Gahan, the lead singer, would be contributing some songs. His solo album was mildly interesting with a bit more blues thrown in than one would guess. I guess he made some threats and Martin must have given in. I actually bought the cd with the bonus dvd and on the accompanying "making of" documentary I noticed that David and Martin never made eye contact when discussing the songwriting of this album. I feel sad that they didn't collaborate. David brought on two other musicians (Christian Eigner and Andrew Phillpott, whoever they are) to help him with his new day job, but Martin stayed put in his own stuff (and with no help from anyone else). "Suffer Well" is our first taste of Dave on a Depeche Mode effort. His team makes it sound enough like the usual Mode by intro-ing with a few gamey electronic blips and a guitar line that hearkens back to "Dream On" from Exciter. There are all sorts of space age beats in the background, but Dave was smart to keep the guitar in the foreground. It's also nice to hear Martin's tenor voice doing backup. Perhaps they're getting along better than I insinuated. Lyrically, this fits in perfectly with themes set up during "A Pain That I'm Used To." What little writing Dave has done in his life has always been about addiction. This one is about enjoying the pain associated with it. Religious references: 3.

4. THE SINNER IN ME ()

The farting blips and quick clangs remind me of a sort of fast-paced "Clean" from Violator. The schizophrenic high and low beats compliment the sort of Jeckyll and Hyde idea of the song. The delivery by Dave is especially cool. He puts forth a certain characterization that certainly makes it seem that Hyde has already won. This is musically confirmed through the psycho guitar bridge toward the end. Religious references: 3.

5. PRECIOUS ()

The glossy "Precious" brings a smooth change of pace to the cd. It's also strangely the first single, which led me to believe the whole album would be more laid-back than it actually is. The dvd came with the video to this song which is very computer animated with weird boats and fish creatures and stuff. The song is groovier with repeat listenings. Religious references: 4

6. MACRO ()

Martin takes the vocals for this one. It reminds me a bit of his work on "I Want You Now" from Music for the Masses. Both songs are about getting freaky. In this one, Martin relates the experience to becoming a god (best coital experience ever?). The instrumentality is pretty minimal, but sort of primal. Sounds like a great make-out song. Religious references: 2, but they're pretty galactic.

7. I WANT IT ALL ()

Dave part two! I was going to grade this one lower because his lyrics aren't as strong ("Sometimes I cry -- Sometimes I die it's true," although it does contain the TLC-inspired "I see a river -- it's oceans that I want) and there's an annoying trumpet synth toward the end. I couldn't though because it's so contemplative-sounding. sort of like back-floating on a country pond at midnight. This sounds a lot more like his previous solo stuff. Religious references: none.

8. NOTHING'S IMPOSSIBLE ()

For Dave's last writing credit he does an adequate job channeling Gary Numan's monotone heartless delivery over seemingly positive lyrics. Although the sounds are throwback early eighties Mode, they're not quite as exciting here. Well, who are we kidding, Depeche Mode weren't really really good until 1990. Dave stole from the Cure's "Apart" in lyrics. Religious references: a couple of stretching minor ones.

9. INTROSPECTRE ()

Here's the obligatory instrumental track. They've sucked for the past ten years. This one sounds like electronic bagpipe warm-ups. The title is pretty cool though. It's also short enough to not even count.

10. DAMAGED PEOPLE ()

Martin's on vocals again. The background clanks actually have a sort of Japanese parlour music characterization about them. The tune has a weird positivity that reminds me of "Black Celebration." Unfortunately, the sound itself is like Martin's very weak "Comatose" from Exciter. It's unfortunate, that Martin and Dave didn't collaborate at all. Otherwise they probably wouldn't have both rhymed "cry" with "die." Religious references: 1 (mentioning souls).

11. LILIAN 3.5()

Ahhh, the beat and Dave finally come back! Dave's back with a sneer too. I've always wondered about song titles based on names of people. Weird spelling here. It's not about Lillian Gish. Is she a groupie maybe? I always think it's a groupie, but it's probably a name that just went with the music. At least that's what the members of the band say, I'm sure. Anyway, vintage theme of basking and having fun through spite. Fun tune. Very fun to sneer to. Religious references: none.

12. THE DARKEST STAR ()

On the last cd, they ended with a song called "Goodnight Lovers," which is a great song, but it almost sounded sort of happy, even though lyrically it was the usual stuff. Usually their final track is pretty dark. "Clean," "Higher Love," and "Insight" are the previous concluding tracks and they're all from dark soully territory. The mood returns with "The Darkest Star" which sounds like a combination of those three tunes. The term "playing the angel" appears here, which Dave sings as an insult and follows it with "Devil's companion." Depeche Mode has always done an adequate job of self-describing dark souls, but when they blame someone else of being part of the dark side, they don't hold back. The blame game here is dark, heavy and slow, and Dave's delivery of dueling insults is simply delicious. The best part though, despite the insults, there's a demand to stay exactly the same. Religious references: 3

BONUS TRACK. CLEAN (BARE) ()

Perhaps inspired by Johnny Cash's "Hurt," Depeche Mode covered their own song a little more soulfully. Dave sings a lot more sincerelly. The subtle guitar compliments nicely. The minor tone doesn't completely make the song sincere, but it wouldn't be Depeche Mode if they wee completely sincere. I would love to hear more of their interpretations. I know many more new moods could be gleaned from their catalogue.

TOTAL RELIGIOUS REFERENCES:
34

TOTAL GRADE:

 

So Halloween is almost here! I'm stressed. I've only been to one Haunted House. I took my skinny silent friend Kaila to the incredible Rocky Point Haunted House. We go to a haunted house together every year (or at least we've done it two years in a row now). As for my costume, I'm pretty sure I'll be going as Ace Frehley. Now all I need is a Paul Stanley, Gene Simmons and Peter Criss.

(17oct2005)